Crash

I was warned. Mercury in retrograde from Dec 1 to 20. Did I heed the advice? Sure. I decided to clean the PC. Long story. Deleted the NTLR Dr by mistake. So I need to reinstall Windows. Didn't know how, had to learn it the hard way, and in the course of which made major enemies with an uptight vendor who has hurled curses along my way. So left without its maker, the PC had to fend with its user. I then realise how strange it is that many of us know not what goes into the computer. I pour my heart into it and yet I know not what it is made of, what drives it. Sort of like talking to a shrink not knowing that he is going through a divorce and possibly trying to reconcile his many egos and identities while he/she/it listens to my troubles. I am now the wiser. I know what drives my PC and I realise that although I had the system custom made to last minute technology 2 years ago, it's now almost antiquated.